Speak up Your MIND

Miles that separate Friends that discriminate Circumstances that kept them apart Times when they broke their hearts Good and the bad, happy and the sad Misunderstood, arguments and fights Excuses are made, reasons misread Time flies and seasons change Memories that take the breath away Feelings stayed that one couldn't deny Stopped - Hiding into self-centric thoughts Lying to oneself and carried by others And - Encrypted tunes of heart- inside oneself But - Never gave up- and is named "insane lover"!!

A tired soul - I am Talking to an empty space Of silences keeping me awake I take a break to fly Over recurring dreams Broken, left and unanswered Scattered here and there Chained to unsolvable mesh Into cycles of motion or emotions And I keep flying in the dreams As if suspended in a facade Unconsciously - truth or mirage Wandering around into the direction To the people and valleys far away Where the memories draw me!!

Silence Sadness caused by silence Color of my seclusion or just an illusion And i scream - Infrasonic cries Vaguely- Oh silence! How you come up and envelop me into you? After all its all the fault of time Neither yours nor mine! War Pain escapes in every heartbeat Voice of heart or just a coward head And I fight - civil wars Desperately - Oh heart How you bear all the pain into me? After all head doesn't know, why heart still says, Live a little, come on, live a little more! Peace Peace I look into every corner and nooks Antidote of life or just an contrivance And I walk- mystical paths Obscured - Oh peace, How you make me look deep inside myself? After all ignorant soul clashing with Silencing voices evolving all inside!

Just finished reading Inferno by Dan Brown. I always had love and hate relationship with Dan Brown (at least in regard with his last three books). He is a great write, a great story teller and knows exactly how to keep the flow going - I love him as a story teller. But he uses the most important artifacts from the history, or much more sensitive issues to create a commercial thriller - I hate him for that (Its my personal belief that they should be given much more respect and treated in much deeper philosophical way for the use of mankind, rather than for making money). Regarding Inferno- a regular Dan Brown story with lots of exciting twists and turns. I loved it as i read it... but moreover it made me read more than the novel... the original texts from "Divine Comedy" by Dante. For that i am very thankful that i read Inferno, coz at one point i got a nice story reading experience, while at the other hand found myself digging into the depth of Dante's work. And i also

I saw a mask- death mask Dark, dead, cold yet falsely serene Overflown with egoism. Seeking for ones ways Like lice or leeches Or something in need of a host, It needed to feed And I had to look away But I was in trap, I couldn't walk away So, all I had was to face the pain And cry for help, Again saw the same death mask Said me- poor man, I can just pray - and winked. Such an innocuous change, The one that started the chain. Who would have thought it would cause all this pain? And after all of this you lousy churl, It still wasn't enough. Coz he doesn't care- hidden face knows his way. I cried and cried and went numb All I remember or hallucination A hidden face behind the mask And an exchange of laughter -so plastic Just as if A water bottle could sing.

If it makes you right I can be admitted to a bed Tranquilized with syringes and shocks, But, I repeat again, I am not mad. I hear the inner words, And dive deep into the feelings, Often loose myself in love and passion, And see myself smiling, at my petty thoughts. The things your world doesn't care - let it be I am mad! I get hurt and weep with myself And cry for help in my pain Which your ears can't hear - let it be I am mad! May be you understand your world better Mine is different And I am immersed in mine, But it doesn't need to be I am wrong. In my world I feel more, This sometimes erupts lots of sadness But, when there is love -it overflows Enough to submerge everyone in happiness. And for both I am tagged mad. My world often misses the mighty head But, values the softness of heart Leading me to make mistakes again and again. But, if you were to understand my madness I think you would see nirvana, In the lov

Storming outside Here comes the summer rain Just at the time when the heart wished. And I am already well drenched Deeply inside But there comes another globe Like a UFO there it floats And hits me hard Making me almost bleed. For once I curse the rain And I take a time to look around Alas, Everything blooming bows down And the red poppies Lie shattered on the lawn Black red center, upside down Like the lost warrior With the sudden summer rain. But, I can't deny I love the summer rain And the smell it leaves behind With a new washed distant sight Seeming a little brighter now And I realize Oh, What a summer rain, I just got through!!!