Speak up Your MIND

As the sun sighs and slowly disappears, Smoke swirls and heavy smell of the weed, Recollecting a thousand lies and fate of time, To be forgotten with finished glasses of wine. Often, marred by the roads less traveled, Always, d iseased by fortunes misconstrued, He lives a life that doesn't exist, not even real, And drifts in silence, in a world so cold and lost. Confused over why he travelled all way till here, Whether to draw a smile or maybe drops of tear, Mistakes he has made plenty, including loving you, However hard he tries, forgiveness is always on due. Blurred ahead, but cleaner mark of where he had been, Fear runs down the spine, if he thinks of going back again, But he is not dead yet and he is not in the ground, Just a lost traveler, a lost traveler down that lost highway. .........counting the days but never to be found again! .........counting the days but never to be found again!! .........counting the days but never to be...

Yesterday When the day started without you, And you were nowhere to be seen Heart cried in sync with my eyes All filled with tears for you and me While I thought of many things Wanted to but, we didn’t get to say Today Mesmerize through all the yesterdays, Good ones and bad, all that we shared, How I wish, if I could relive yesterday, Just even for a while, I'd say good-bye and kiss you And maybe see you smile. And I think of smiles and laughter I might miss some tomorrow, I thought of you, and when I did, My heart was filled with sorrow. For emptiness and memories, Would take the place of me. Tomorrow S ince each day is the same way, There's no longing for the past. So, w hen tomorrow starts without you, I w on't care to think we're far apart, For every time I think of you, You  are right here, in my heart! You  are right here, in my heart!! You  are right here, in my heart!!!

Don’t be fooled by what you see Coz, I wear a mask, a thousand masks Afraid to take off and none of them is me Coz, inside me lays piles of burning faces A cold war’s on between mind and heart The very thing I cry out for,  I fight against   And mask is precisely my salvation That can liberate me from myself F rom the barriers, painstakingly erect Glittering but empty parade of masks Probing happiness in broken pieces of life Inside a mask I cry and over the other I smile Irrational journey, hopelessly endless tracks The nearer it seems, the blinder it strikes back Often I give up, but for survival I need to lie Covered inside masks, I am gonna die Please listen, try to hear what I'm not saying Coz, I wear a mask, a thousand masks Afraid to take off and none of them is me Coz, inside me lays piles of burning faces! Coz, inside me lays piles of burning faces!! Coz, inside me lays piles of burning faces!!!

Standing on the edge, I scream Still, no voice as if it’s a dream Darkness around, I can't be saved Tides in mind to swim against I put myself down upon my knees Oh I beg, I beg, for the truth Just come out of things unsaid Break the ice frozen in the head Hidden trouble that can't be named Unseen pain waiting to be tamed I give up, I can't wait anymore Oh I beg, I beg, for the truth Confessions, that were never made Love and hate, felt but never said Wake up, curse the missed old times May cure or deepen my burnt bruises Not anymore, I can hold the breathe Oh I beg, I beg, for the truth! Oh I beg, I beg, for the truth!! Oh I beg, I beg, for the truth!!!

A stare, a smile Language of the eyes One dance, one touch Felt warmth in the heart The walk, the silence Love seemed in the air A stranger, a gentle look As our lives engaged One life, one soul Mingled in fragrance of love The week, the moments Happiness in single breathe Time moved on its pace Had to walk with memories to trace Solitude, mind looks for a face Silence, eyes look for hopeful rays Cruel life ends the golden days Leaving being the bold marks Unforgettable - a week love! Unforgettable - a week love!! Unforgettable - a week love!!!

I just celebrated my 26 th Birthday [a wonderful one, I thank all my friends for the surprises, company and good wishes]. God!!! I have already lived a quarter of years, nearly half of   my life [average life of Nepalese is 67 as per some statistics by UNICEF], 4 yrs older than Mesut Oezil , the phenomenal player who helped Germany kick the ass of England in a recent World Cup encounter. Facts and figures really say I am getting older. Do I need to fuss over it? Actually I am not fussing over it, neither do I have any sad feeling that I am getting older. Some words from a popular number -something I really believe: Coz there's no tomorrow just a picture perfect day That last a whole lifetime and it never ends Coz all we have to do is hit rewind So let's just stay in the moment smoke some weed drink some wine Reminisce talk some shit forever young is in your mind Leave a mark they can't erase, neither space nor time So when the director yells cut, I'...

In my life, few can bring the warmth That I could find in the embrace And little more needed to bring love Than the smile that begins on face. You always had your own troubles Yet some time to wipe a tear, Or give reasons to make me laugh, That became more precious through the years. In the memories, I cuddle you forever The walk of life and your words of care Even today, feel the love in some empty space That nothing can ever fill or can replace Life cheated us, when we were far away One thing I will regret, for rest of my days But I thank god for he sent me my GRANDPA As our legacy from above, To share the moments of our life, As extra measures of your blissful love! As extra measures of your blissful love!! As extra measures of your blissful love!!!