Speak up Your MIND

Slow turning world, A heartbeat and a lover's sigh, Searching for the truth of beauty, Lost in the likelihood of goodbye. In perpetual contradiction, The paradox is the essence of change. Bitter, sweet are the memories of your lovers, In a world blended by pleasure and pain. Even when I find her, Who speaks to me only with her eyes, I know one thing will always be certain, That I couldn't understand why she had gone.

Lately, I have been loosing dreams Those- colourful ones But now, I only see black and white! I have been a dreamer Walked over the rainbows And flew across the oceans But, oh world You- crippled them down too often! Lost and wrong - i might be Stranger, strange it may seem But, Tempt me by the head Take me by the heart And, Once again, teach me how to dream! Lately, I have been loosing dreams Those- colourful ones But now, I only see black and white!!!

At times, When the life starts to freeze Wet eyes fail to shread tears Smiles forget to bloom While heart silently weeps And, Soul struggles to break free I tend to question myself On being- Alive vs Dead

Miles that separate Friends that discriminate Circumstances that kept them apart Times when they broke their hearts Good and the bad, happy and the sad Misunderstood, arguments and fights Excuses are made, reasons misread Time flies and seasons change Memories that take the breath away Feelings stayed that one couldn't deny Stopped - Hiding into self-centric thoughts Lying to oneself and carried by others And - Encrypted tunes of heart- inside oneself But - Never gave up- and is named "insane lover"!!

A tired soul - I am Talking to an empty space Of silences keeping me awake I take a break to fly Over recurring dreams Broken, left and unanswered Scattered here and there Chained to unsolvable mesh Into cycles of motion or emotions And I keep flying in the dreams As if suspended in a facade Unconsciously - truth or mirage Wandering around into the direction To the people and valleys far away Where the memories draw me!!

Silence Sadness caused by silence Color of my seclusion or just an illusion And i scream - Infrasonic cries Vaguely- Oh silence! How you come up and envelop me into you? After all its all the fault of time Neither yours nor mine! War Pain escapes in every heartbeat Voice of heart or just a coward head And I fight - civil wars Desperately - Oh heart How you bear all the pain into me? After all head doesn't know, why heart still says, Live a little, come on, live a little more! Peace Peace I look into every corner and nooks Antidote of life or just an contrivance And I walk- mystical paths Obscured - Oh peace, How you make me look deep inside myself? After all ignorant soul clashing with Silencing voices evolving all inside!

Just finished reading Inferno by Dan Brown. I always had love and hate relationship with Dan Brown (at least in regard with his last three books). He is a great write, a great story teller and knows exactly how to keep the flow going - I love him as a story teller. But he uses the most important artifacts from the history, or much more sensitive issues to create a commercial thriller - I hate him for that (Its my personal belief that they should be given much more respect and treated in much deeper philosophical way for the use of mankind, rather than for making money). Regarding Inferno- a regular Dan Brown story with lots of exciting twists and turns. I loved it as i read it... but moreover it made me read more than the novel... the original texts from "Divine Comedy" by Dante. For that i am very thankful that i read Inferno, coz at one point i got a nice story reading experience, while at the other hand found myself digging into the depth of Dante's work. And i also ...